tired-to-be-what-i-am:

waw
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eat-for-what:

So recently I have been diagnosed with Anorexia. And I have been eating, but just very small amounts, like apples and bananas, loads of water and tea. 
I have been running 3-4 miles almost everyday just so that I can burn some of the calories I ate. And nothing has been on my mind more as just getting to the number of pounds I want, and everyday it’s just a constant battle between me wanting to eat the things I love and not gaining more weight. 
The hard part is that sometimes I just lose control and eat a lot, the next day I eat and I regret more than ever because of what happen the day before, that’s when I want to throw up, and I try really hard to make myself do that but nothing comes out. With the disappointment I face of me not throwing up I face the blade and I draw lines across my skin. 

I sit here avoiding almost everything except little things that have few calories in them. I track everything that I eat, even then I stay above 1,000 calories anything under gets burned because I ate too much. 

For the ones who think that only girls are Anorexic, think again. Eating Disorders, Depression do not choose genders, it can happen to anyone. 
Please be kind to everyone, you never know what kind of war they have going on. Thank you.
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kajakordial:

😱💞
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so-ins4ne:

Pale land
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tears-of-suicidal:

"i’m fat"
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knudson-laura:

I want to be skinnier.
I want to see my ribs.
I want to be pretty
I want to have clear skin.
I want to be likable.
I want to be funny.

I really just want to be different.

unknownteenage1:

things are always bad to me, i can’t be happy, i’ll stay like this forever.
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vaniiwonderland:

..http://vaniiwonderland.tumblr.com/
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